myself I am no longer

I don't feel like myself at all. I don't laugh the same, I don't write or text the same, I don't talk the same, I don't do anything the same. I feel like a stranger. Maybe it's just because everything is changing and I don't adjust well with changes, but every since Tuesday night, I'm not myself and everyone's noticing it. KRay's been having to explain how to grade her papers and stuff at least twice to me and that's not me. I always understand what she's telling me right off the bat. Maybe it's just because my head isn't functioning at all. I don't feel like going anywhere but home and school which I know I'm the biggest home body there is, but it's not like me to NOT do anything with my friends and stuff. I don't know. Maybe I just need to sleep more or just make myself go outside. I went to my pond last night and was out there for like 30 minutes and out of no where I just wanted to go home and that's not me at all. I practially live out there. I love going outside and going to our ponds and just sitting out there, but I haven't been wanting to do that lately and I don't like that at all. What's funny is that I love cleaning my room (don't ask me why...I get it from my dad I guess), but I don't even feel like doing that! And another thing: I have to finish my graduation party invitations and usually I'm all like, "OH MY GOODNESS LET'S DO IT!" But I don't want to right now. Maybe I'm just too tired and drained to do anything. I don't know. I just pray that I get better and I pray that I'll just be myself again. I don't know....