Letting Go and Letting God

My theme lately is, "let go and let God". I haven't been on here in awhile. I've just been so busy and haven't had a computer for awhile either. I've been so confused and stressed out lately, and I feel like just running and never stopping. I'm tired of getting hurt by so many people. I've been putting up with it and getting through it since I was 10 years old, and this is final straw. I know that everyone gets hurts; there's no stopping it. You just have to deal with it, let it go, move on, and learn from it, and that's EXACTLY what I'm going to do. I'm letting go and letting God handle everything. I feel selfish and just plain out awful for saying this, but I'm so ready to leave Lexington behind me and move to Rock Hill where I'll be going to Winthrop University so I can just reflect on my life and be away. I need to do this for me and no one else. I need to put EVERYTHING in God's hands and trust Him more. I'm ready to spread my wings and push everything behind me. I know I won't ever forget everything I've been through, but I know I can keep on forgiving it and learn from it. I can't wait for the day I go to Winthrop or whichever college I choose to go to in the fall. I have about 3 months in counting now. I love Lexington, don't get me wrong. I just need to get away for awhile, get a new and fresh start, and just reflect on everything I've been going through and everything I'm currently going through. I'll come back to Lexington. I just need time to my self for awhile. I just pray that God keeps setting me on the right path. I pray that He'll help me get through everything with a positive attitude and a positive mind-set on it all. I pray that I will stay strong and never give up on myself. Even though I feel myself slipping, I pray that God will keep pushing me back up. I know I can do this.