I haven't had the best of weeks in awhile now. Everything is just so hectic and I'm not liking it too much. I got some bad news today. I didn't get accepted to Winthrop, but will be able to go in the Spring. So, I'm going to go to Midlands Tech and boose my GPA. I'm planning on getting apartment over there. I'm just very confused and stressed out lately though. I have 13 school days left, and it's very stressful at the end with Senior Project, tests, and other projects winding down my senior year. I'm ready to leave though. I'm ready to be on my own and I deserve that even though I'm hurting some people for wanting to leave. My mom's having a very hard time understanding why I won't to leave. It has nothing to do with her or the way I live, it's just all me. I need to reflect on my life and do things for ME and put myself first. I've been putting others first since my dad left, and I think it's finally time for me to put myself first even though I don't know to quite do that, but I know I'm ready to face everything. I may be scared, but I'm ready. Cutting this short. I hope everyone has a great night and a very good day tomorrow. =]
"Sometimes that mountain you've been climbing is just a grain of sand and what you've been out there searching for forever is in your hands."
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