I'm really sick of getting hurt so many times in my life by so many people. And most of it's my fault because I keep on going to the same person over and over again thinking they will change and feeling like there is one ounce of good in them. I hate thinking the worst in people because that's just not me. I always try to find good in every person I come in contact with. I don't just give second chances, I give third, fourth, fifth, TWENTIETH! And I need to stop doing that because it only results in me getting hurt over and over again. I need to stop giving in to people's words and bringing them BACK in my life over and over again. I hate that I'm saying that, but that's just what's best for me. There's this song called "Remember That" by Jessica Simpson and keep in mind, I don't really like Jessica Simpson's music, but that song is SO TRUE! I need to remember the things people do to me and say to me and if they treat me bad, just walk away. It's that simple. Well, ok it's not simple for me because I make things harder than they really are, but seriously! I know there will be people in my life that hurt me because no one can escape from that, but I'm going to promise myself that if they hurt me once, they'll hurt me again. But yeah...off that subject...lolI really can't wait until Sunday. I'm going up to Clemson/West Union to see my stepmom and I can't wait. Even though my mom isn't real fond of the idea, but I want to do it. Her and my dad have been divorced since I was in 7th/8th grade, but I still talk to her. She's one of my best friends and a big part of my life. So yeah CAN'T WAIT!
well Mariah is out and probably going to bed, but who knows? Hope everyone has a very swell day tomorrow! :D
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