Well, this week has been a very interesting week, and when I say interesting, I mean not good at all. But it's getting a lot better. I'm just staying strong and putting everything in God's hand. Tomorrow, I'm actually going back to my church for the first time in a year and a half, so I'm a little nervous about that and I really don't know why. I haven't been there in a year and a half and I know once I step foot inside Pisgah, there will be stares and gasps...but I'm ready. I've been ready for a long time to go back to that church and this week is the week. God's pushing me towards it and a lot of things have been trying to get in my way this week, but God has somehow pushed those activities and other things aside, and I'm so glad He's doing that for me. I'm really excited though, maybe that's why I'm so nervous. I miss going to church. Even though I really feel like my relationship with God has grown since I stopped going to church, in my heart I know my relationship with God will grown even stronger.
I pray really really hard that I will lay everything in my heart on God. I pray that God will keep giving me strength throughout the week and weeks to come. I pray that He'll just be with me tomorrow at church and open my heart.
"The LORD is the one who goes ahead of you; He will be with you. He will not fail you or forsake you. Do not fear or be dismayed." Deuteronomy 31:8
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