Oh wow! I have all sorts of thoughts running through my mind at the moment. Ranging from what I want to major in in college to having friends that are having BABIES! This semester is officially over for me and I'm totally stoked, but terrified all at the same time. I've known since 10th grade that I want to be a high school math teacher. Yes, I said HIGH SCHOOL! A LOT of people say I should get into some form of art and photography because I do those 2 things alllll the time, but for ME those are hobbies that I feel COULD turn into something, but not my profession. I know in my heart that God wants me to teach high school. My heart is telling me one thing and then my mind is telling me something totally different. I really really want to teach. God's putting me on this path for a reason and I attend to follow His path. And who knows, maybe once I get into college and get going, God will shift things. I might even do both: art/photography and teaching math. I just know in my heart that teaching is where God wants me to go towards first and foremost.
Alright, so I found out over the summer that one of my best friends, Tiara is having a baby. And that gorgeous baby girl will be here next week. Tiara has to be induced due to some kind of blood disorder, so prayers are headed her way. Her baby shower is this Saturday and I can't wait, and I'm definitely going to the hospital next week to see my girls!
And finally today, I found out one of my OTHER best friends is also pregnant! Callie is amazing and I love her. She's one tough cookie and has been through a lot just in high school, so kuddos for her! I love that girl so much and I can't wait until her little baby is here, too!
So yeah, now that that's out of my system. I really can't wait until I graduate. A lot of doors are going to open up for me and I can't wait. I'm scared to leave high school though just like most seniors are. I'm scared and excited all at the same time. Questions randomly wonder though my mind on what it'll be like living 2 hours away from home. ANYBODY that knows me knows that I am THE BIGGEST home-body there is. I won't lie, I'M SCARED OUT OF MY MIND! I know I can turn around and go to a college that's closer to me, but 2 very important ladies tell me ALL the time that I simply need to get away and do this for myself. And they are totally and completely right.
If I trust in God, I know He'll help me get through all of this. I just pray that I leave high school with a good attitude and a good mind-set on life. I pray that God will keep me on my path head-on with not so many bumps and holes. I pray that God will lift me up when I feel like giving up. I pray that God will help me follow my dreams and have a positive attitude about everything that gets thrown at me. I pray that God will help me cope with leaving and doing my own thing.
Alright, so I found out over the summer that one of my best friends, Tiara is having a baby. And that gorgeous baby girl will be here next week. Tiara has to be induced due to some kind of blood disorder, so prayers are headed her way. Her baby shower is this Saturday and I can't wait, and I'm definitely going to the hospital next week to see my girls!
And finally today, I found out one of my OTHER best friends is also pregnant! Callie is amazing and I love her. She's one tough cookie and has been through a lot just in high school, so kuddos for her! I love that girl so much and I can't wait until her little baby is here, too!
So yeah, now that that's out of my system. I really can't wait until I graduate. A lot of doors are going to open up for me and I can't wait. I'm scared to leave high school though just like most seniors are. I'm scared and excited all at the same time. Questions randomly wonder though my mind on what it'll be like living 2 hours away from home. ANYBODY that knows me knows that I am THE BIGGEST home-body there is. I won't lie, I'M SCARED OUT OF MY MIND! I know I can turn around and go to a college that's closer to me, but 2 very important ladies tell me ALL the time that I simply need to get away and do this for myself. And they are totally and completely right.
If I trust in God, I know He'll help me get through all of this. I just pray that I leave high school with a good attitude and a good mind-set on life. I pray that God will keep me on my path head-on with not so many bumps and holes. I pray that God will lift me up when I feel like giving up. I pray that God will help me follow my dreams and have a positive attitude about everything that gets thrown at me. I pray that God will help me cope with leaving and doing my own thing.
Deuteronomy 31:6 "Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the LORD your God goes with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you."
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